Need.
An indescribeable feeling.
I don't kow how to express it.
Maybe I've stupidly harboured hope.
Or maybe I'm just apprehensive of what's coming.
But I'm...
I don't know.
Some sort of tension is always present with the occurance
And yet, try as i may, I find myself drifting, involuntarily, away.
It's almost as if I suddenly deem it as unpreachable territory.
And I'm gone.
Maybe I'm just tired,
Simply not wanting to complicate anything.
Or maybe I'm just stupid.
Did I mention that I don't know?